acta est fabula – sadone

Like I said
I never am fond of endings,

As the night slit through my dried throat
I find myself suffocated with words
 
Words I wish to say,
Feelings of angst I need to scream out,
All caught in between silence of your gaze…

Amidst resentment and trepidation of loosing
I find you fading in the rain,
And in this hollowed night of conclusion,
My fingers froze to incredulity…

As my anger succumbs to tears
Of dried up yesterday…
Bit by bit your memory fails to recognize.
And in sudden lapse of sanity
You let go…

I never am fond of endings,

But in this stillness,
Time found the perfect closure for us…

From this barricade – Sad One

i can see you smile from here,
your eyes sparkle like distant sea in summer.
i hear your laughter as he gives you those flowers,

flowers i thought i first gave you..

i feel the kiss you both share,
so soft it bled inside me.
i remember the hands that held me once in my sleep,

blissful i can still feel you here..

im afraid im loosing control of this,
im sorry i lied when i said everything was fine.
or so i thought it was,

but i guess i just want you here..

this thin air doesnt help,
images of you in his arms.
constantly haunts me,

soon i will lose my breath..

you dont need to stop your world,
i guess i just want you to include me.
but the best i can have is look at you from here,

your eyes sparkle like distant sea in summer.
and in every minute passing,

slowly finding you inlove
kills me..